Kinda weird
when i've to pretend like i didn't know you
Like yesterday, when i meet you
you seemed like stranger for me
Even i realize that all i have is just memories !!
you'd never know how much i'm falling
The pain is strong enough despite
Sabtu, 26 Mei 2012
Kamis, 17 Mei 2012
HAPPY GRADUATION One Of My Best :*
HAPPY GRADUATION MY BEST FRIEND :*
Congratulation, hope you'll get everything that you want
yeaahh , both of my best friends have already finished their study !
What about me??
I'm still trying to finish my final report, hopefully september will be mine
did you know that my parents always push me to graduate soon ?
For me , it makes me feel so oppressed!
even i give many reasons , they didn't want understand
Burnt Out, it can be like this !
errrrrrrrrrrr , i'm so stressful right now
Trust me MOM DAD , i will do everything for you
But please , give your a bit understanding for me
Dont make me feel like i'm the one who's very stupid!
don't you know that now i'm so sad , so pleaseeeee don't compare me with everyone
Back to my first writing , look at this picture below...
Again and again , i just wanna say "CONGRATULATION for both of you , my best friends "
Jangannn ajaa gk dateng klo gw wisudaa september atau desemeber tahun ini hahahahaha
*HUG*KISS
Congratulation, hope you'll get everything that you want
yeaahh , both of my best friends have already finished their study !
What about me??
I'm still trying to finish my final report, hopefully september will be mine
did you know that my parents always push me to graduate soon ?
For me , it makes me feel so oppressed!
even i give many reasons , they didn't want understand
Burnt Out, it can be like this !
errrrrrrrrrrr , i'm so stressful right now
Trust me MOM DAD , i will do everything for you
But please , give your a bit understanding for me
Dont make me feel like i'm the one who's very stupid!
don't you know that now i'm so sad , so pleaseeeee don't compare me with everyone
Back to my first writing , look at this picture below...
Again and again , i just wanna say "CONGRATULATION for both of you , my best friends "
Jangannn ajaa gk dateng klo gw wisudaa september atau desemeber tahun ini hahahahaha
*HUG*KISS
Jumat, 11 Mei 2012
TRAGEDI SUKHOI
Yaps , Indonesia lagi-lagi berkabung
untuk kesekian kalinya terjadi kecelakan pesawat terbang !
wahh gw bner2 merinding
Cuba deh lo bayangin klo kita yang ada di posisi "penumpang" pesawat SUKHOI yang jatuh di sekitaran Gunung Salak, Bogor
Naudzubilahminzalik, itu pasti sangat menakutkan , menyeramkan !
itu satu peringatan juga buat kita , dan saya khususnya klo "ajal" udah dateng mau dimanapun , kapanpun , dlm kondisi apapun , gk ada yang bisa ngehindarinya !
hmm , balik lg ke tragedi SUKHOI .
Gw bner2 berharap ada keajaiban, klo salah satu penumpang bisa selamat.
Gw yang nonton beritanya aja sampai netesin air mata , apalgi keluargaaa yang ditinggalin
Subhanallah , klo Allah sudah berkehendak , secanggih apapun bikinan manusia tidak akan pernah sebanding dengan ciptaan Tuhan.
Tidak akan ada yang bisa menghindari kehendak TUHAN .
Kemarin sore , gw nonton berita di salah satu stasiun TV , gw ngliat anak dari salah satu penumpang SUKHOI, yang masih kecil2 bangetttt.. bner deh , gw gk bohong . gw bner2 miris ngliatnya .
yahh PASTINYA mreka berharap ayahnya selamat dari tragedi SUKHOI itu !
dan begitupun saya , gw sangatt berharap ada keajaiban yang ALLAH kasih .
AMIN
untuk kesekian kalinya terjadi kecelakan pesawat terbang !
wahh gw bner2 merinding
Cuba deh lo bayangin klo kita yang ada di posisi "penumpang" pesawat SUKHOI yang jatuh di sekitaran Gunung Salak, Bogor
Naudzubilahminzalik, itu pasti sangat menakutkan , menyeramkan !
itu satu peringatan juga buat kita , dan saya khususnya klo "ajal" udah dateng mau dimanapun , kapanpun , dlm kondisi apapun , gk ada yang bisa ngehindarinya !
hmm , balik lg ke tragedi SUKHOI .
Gw bner2 berharap ada keajaiban, klo salah satu penumpang bisa selamat.
Gw yang nonton beritanya aja sampai netesin air mata , apalgi keluargaaa yang ditinggalin
Subhanallah , klo Allah sudah berkehendak , secanggih apapun bikinan manusia tidak akan pernah sebanding dengan ciptaan Tuhan.
Tidak akan ada yang bisa menghindari kehendak TUHAN .
Kemarin sore , gw nonton berita di salah satu stasiun TV , gw ngliat anak dari salah satu penumpang SUKHOI, yang masih kecil2 bangetttt.. bner deh , gw gk bohong . gw bner2 miris ngliatnya .
yahh PASTINYA mreka berharap ayahnya selamat dari tragedi SUKHOI itu !
dan begitupun saya , gw sangatt berharap ada keajaiban yang ALLAH kasih .
AMIN
Minggu, 29 April 2012
keep FIGHTING
Good evening my beloved followers :)
tonight i'm blogging with my beauty smile,hahahahaa
i'm very thankful to god who always give me everything that i need !
Now, i aware that i'm enough stupid if i just complained about "something" ..
i don't need to worried about that because i believe GOD always beside me and always help and give everything that i need .
i admit that i've always complained about my problems.
i know myself, i'm not good in dealing with my emotion.
Sometimes i can be cheerful, but another day i can be a sensitive one.
One thing that i've to learn is how to avoid the urge to blow up everything
Now, i'm 21 years old. It's kinda weird if i still couldn't control my emotion or always thought like what children did.
yeahhh , the first point is i must be more mature .
the second is i have to MOVE ON !
hahahahaha
yaaaa ! HARUS !
maybe it sounds easy, i know it takes a longgggg time to kill my feelings ! *Eaaaa
but it just waste my time if i couldn't move on as soon as possible !
yeaah, keep FIGHTING !!!!
tonight i'm blogging with my beauty smile,hahahahaa
i'm very thankful to god who always give me everything that i need !
Now, i aware that i'm enough stupid if i just complained about "something" ..
i don't need to worried about that because i believe GOD always beside me and always help and give everything that i need .
i admit that i've always complained about my problems.
i know myself, i'm not good in dealing with my emotion.
Sometimes i can be cheerful, but another day i can be a sensitive one.
One thing that i've to learn is how to avoid the urge to blow up everything
Now, i'm 21 years old. It's kinda weird if i still couldn't control my emotion or always thought like what children did.
yeahhh , the first point is i must be more mature .
the second is i have to MOVE ON !
hahahahaha
yaaaa ! HARUS !
maybe it sounds easy, i know it takes a longgggg time to kill my feelings ! *Eaaaa
but it just waste my time if i couldn't move on as soon as possible !
yeaah, keep FIGHTING !!!!
Sabtu, 21 April 2012
happiness, that's what i want !
Until now , i can't feel truly happy because of you.
yeah , even i always smile doesn't mean that i feel happy.
it was so painful !
i'm not sure i can be strong to face this situation
i've tried and tried, but do you know ?
it's not easy like what they said.
and if "apologizes" could change the situation like 1 years ago , i will apologize a thousand times !
I don't know , what will happen in my future life .
But for now , I still can't open my heart to another man
i know it's no a good choice, but i dont't want to hurt another man.
I always hurt the man who loved me just for a man i adore !
I know i'm wronged !
Yeah , let me learn from every lessons in my life
hopefully, i can be better ..
i dont know what will happen in my life , i dont know who will be my guardian angel *uhukuhukk* :))
but i hope someday all of my dreams come true , and i hope i can feel truly happy SOON !
no more pain , no more tears , live happily forever !
yeah , even i always smile doesn't mean that i feel happy.
it was so painful !
i'm not sure i can be strong to face this situation
i've tried and tried, but do you know ?
it's not easy like what they said.
and if "apologizes" could change the situation like 1 years ago , i will apologize a thousand times !
I don't know , what will happen in my future life .
But for now , I still can't open my heart to another man
i know it's no a good choice, but i dont't want to hurt another man.
I always hurt the man who loved me just for a man i adore !
I know i'm wronged !
Yeah , let me learn from every lessons in my life
hopefully, i can be better ..
i dont know what will happen in my life , i dont know who will be my guardian angel *uhukuhukk* :))
but i hope someday all of my dreams come true , and i hope i can feel truly happy SOON !
no more pain , no more tears , live happily forever !
Sabtu, 07 April 2012
wanna be someone better :)
Wah, hari ini gw belajar "sesuatu" dari "anak sma"
gw bner2 ngerasa malu, sampe umur gw 21 ini , gw blum ngerasa ngelakuin hal yang maksimal !
totally different sm anak sma itu , mereka udah bkin usaha "bimbel" buat anak2 SD n SMP
udah 2 tahun yang lalu malahan !
Mereka udah bisa "gaji" orang
mereka udah bisa menghasilkan uang sendiri sejak 2 tahun yang lalu , skr mereka udah kelas 3 SMA
berati udah dari jaman mereka kelas 1 SMA ???
AWESOME !
gw bner2 ngerasa "tertampar" dengan kejadian ini !
gw bner2 ngerasa malu, sampe umur gw 21 ini , gw blum ngerasa ngelakuin hal yang maksimal !
totally different sm anak sma itu , mereka udah bkin usaha "bimbel" buat anak2 SD n SMP
udah 2 tahun yang lalu malahan !
Mereka udah bisa "gaji" orang
mereka udah bisa menghasilkan uang sendiri sejak 2 tahun yang lalu , skr mereka udah kelas 3 SMA
berati udah dari jaman mereka kelas 1 SMA ???
AWESOME !
gw bner2 ngerasa "tertampar" dengan kejadian ini !
waktu gw seumuran mereka dulu , gw mah cuma seneng-seneng aja, gk pernah terpikir buat ngelakuin hal seperti yang mereka lakuin :(
Gw bner2 malu sm mreka , gw jg bner2 ngerasa "rugi" waktu bgt !
sampe umur gw 21 ini aja , gw ngerasa blum maksimal dalam mengeksplore apa yg ada di diri gw, ehh tapi gw juga gk tau apa yang bisa gw explore *LOL
gw blum ngrasa bermanfaat buat org bnyak !
ahhhh ! apa yg bisa gw perbuat skr !
Gw amat sangat mau melakukan sesuatu yang bermanfaat buat banyak orang , dan gw bner2 mau memanfaatkan "masa muda" gw ini dengan semaksimal mungkin!
yahh , at least buat bahan cerita gw sm "anak cucu" gw nanti , hahahaha
Yok buat tmn gw yang baca post gw ini , pleaseee ajakin gw donk buat ngelakuin hal-hal yang bermakna!
jangan cuma mkirin "fashion" , "a rich man" ! whatever , upsss :))
Gw bner2 malu sm mreka , gw jg bner2 ngerasa "rugi" waktu bgt !
sampe umur gw 21 ini aja , gw ngerasa blum maksimal dalam mengeksplore apa yg ada di diri gw, ehh tapi gw juga gk tau apa yang bisa gw explore *LOL
gw blum ngrasa bermanfaat buat org bnyak !
ahhhh ! apa yg bisa gw perbuat skr !
Gw amat sangat mau melakukan sesuatu yang bermanfaat buat banyak orang , dan gw bner2 mau memanfaatkan "masa muda" gw ini dengan semaksimal mungkin!
yahh , at least buat bahan cerita gw sm "anak cucu" gw nanti , hahahaha
Yok buat tmn gw yang baca post gw ini , pleaseee ajakin gw donk buat ngelakuin hal-hal yang bermakna!
jangan cuma mkirin "fashion" , "a rich man" ! whatever , upsss :))
I wanna make much improvement in myself ! i dont wanna waste my time !
I wanna be someone better , and it MUST be happen..
I wanna be someone better , and it MUST be happen..
i've already learned many things from my past !
Dan krena itu saya mau menjadi seseorang yang lebih baik lagi kedepannya :)
Rabu, 21 Maret 2012
HAPPY GRADUATION MY BEST FRIEND !
HAPPY GRADUATION MY BEST FRIEND !
MARISKA WIDIASTY
AKhirnyaa solmet gw yg satu itu , hari ini yudisium.
Gw ikutt senenggg syg , smga sukses ya buat kedepannya
bisa bikin orang tuanya bangga ! AMINN :)
oke , td gw dateng ke acra yudisiumnya solmet gw ituu.
bayangin aja , yudisium kk gw aja gw gk dateng , tp buat tu bocah gw dateng :*
dan eng ing enggg , gw ngrasa kayak lg ada di dunia lain
even , i knew some of her friends . but i dunno why i couldn't enyoy it .
gw lebih teramat sangat nyaman sama tmen2 kuliah gw ! PASTINYAAA :)
well , sbnernya gw ada rasa sedih ngliat "orang-orang" yang yudisium tadi , kenapa ?
karena GW BELUM WISUDAA coyyy !
Masih panjanggg bgt perjalanan gw buat nylesain kuliah gw !! DAMN !
MARISKA WIDIASTY
AKhirnyaa solmet gw yg satu itu , hari ini yudisium.
Gw ikutt senenggg syg , smga sukses ya buat kedepannya
bisa bikin orang tuanya bangga ! AMINN :)
oke , td gw dateng ke acra yudisiumnya solmet gw ituu.
bayangin aja , yudisium kk gw aja gw gk dateng , tp buat tu bocah gw dateng :*
dan eng ing enggg , gw ngrasa kayak lg ada di dunia lain
even , i knew some of her friends . but i dunno why i couldn't enyoy it .
gw lebih teramat sangat nyaman sama tmen2 kuliah gw ! PASTINYAAA :)
well , sbnernya gw ada rasa sedih ngliat "orang-orang" yang yudisium tadi , kenapa ?
karena GW BELUM WISUDAA coyyy !
Masih panjanggg bgt perjalanan gw buat nylesain kuliah gw !! DAMN !
Meskipun gw tau rejeki masing-masing udah diatur sm Tuhan :)
Tuhann , tolong berikan aku kesempatan dan kemudahan buat bkin orang tua aku bahagia ...
Tetep semangattt ya Ferizkaaa , September please be mine !
Tuhann , tolong berikan aku kesempatan dan kemudahan buat bkin orang tua aku bahagia ...
Tetep semangattt ya Ferizkaaa , September please be mine !
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